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stepstomarrow
When granddaughter, Jada, was born with leukemia, a donor-match was located and Jada made a miraculous recovery. In honor of her grandaughter's health, Jeanna has decided to walk across the country (in the dead of winter) to raise awareness and build support for the bone marrow registry (all that's required is a cheek swab). Follow Jeanna's remarkable journey as she travels the United States by foot.

What is the biggest lie you live?

I was having such a great freakin day. I got all my christmas shopping done. Everything was going so great. I even saw my mom and brother and sister for the first time in MONTHS! and she had bought me a precious moments snow globe and i love precious moments, they are so cute. I mean it was one of the best days I've had in a long time. And even patrick and I were playing around and talking and then we were having a great freakin conversation and i lay my head on my hand and my sleeve uncovered my wrist and showed a few of my scars and he's like "eww that's ugly. cover that shit up. I hate when you show those stupid things. You know you're fucking stupid for doing that. It's so fucking dumb. who the fuck would be dumb enough to want to fucking cut. you should just leave cuz i don't wanna look at you anymore. they make you look so fucking ugly." I couldn't believe he said that to me..I just started crying on the pillow. and I told him he was a horrible boyfriend and I hated him and him talking to me like that just makes me wanna do it even more. And he said he doesn't make me do anything. He was like "you're the dumb one who's like Oh look at me i'm gonna cut myself." I was like "why would you be such an asshole about it you should try to be understanding." He's like what I'm i supposed to be happy that you cut? I'm I supposed to jump for joy and i'm like no. I just didn't know what else to say. He just kept making mean remarks and talking crap about me. And then he just told me to leave. I just couldn't believe it. I mean i get that he doesn't want me to do it. But why the fuck would anyone attack someone like that especially someone that you supposedly love. someone you've been with for 5 years. You're supposed to be their support. Their shoulder to cry one. The reason they smile. The person to catch them if they fall. their best friend. I couldn't believe he just attacked me and kept on going at it. Knowing he was hurting me. yet he just kept on doing it. He wouldn't stop. He didn't even care. How could someone purposely hurt someone like that especially when they're already so broken...I HATE HIM!

taste_buds
Holidays provide a built-in excuse for indulgent entertaining. This all-purpose foodie community covers everything from homemade hangover cures to dinner party menus. Need quick advice? Get five-minute snack suggestions, low-fat ingredient substitutes, and even measurement conversions. Delicious recipes garnished with humorous advice. Yum.

naturesbeauty
Always on the lookout for compelling images, we were delighted to discover this flourishing community of artists who share a love of nature. Honoring the subject with photographs, paintings, sketches, prose, poetry, and other creative works, you'll be simultaneously riveted to your monitor and inspired to run helter skelter towards the nearest wooded dale.

Anything!

I swear to fucking god! I'm fucking done talking to people. I can't have a fucking opinion. I can't speak my mind. I can't be me or else I have a fucking attitude or i'm "in a mood". I have to be miss fucking nice nice with no feelings. I'm fucking done. I hate people. I fucking hate everyone. I HAVE A FUCKING OPINION. I AM FUCKING HONEST. IF I DON'T FUCKING CARE I'LL TELL YOU IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN WHEY THEY FUCK DO YOU CALL YOURSELF MY FRIEND!! I let ppl be themselves I encourage people being honest weither they say something I don't like or not. Everyone's allowed their own opinion but no not me. I can't do that no it's fucking forbidden. I don't fucking get it. I speak my mind. I say what I mean and mean what I say. I'm honest to the bone. I'm sorry you don't fucking like it but that doesn't mean i have a fucking attitude. the only reason I get one is because you tell me I have one. You piss me off. I'm done. Don't fucking talk to me if You want me to pretend like i have no opinion, like i'm not allowed to think for myself. Like I have to like everything you say and everything you do. FUCK YOU. I do what I want and say what i want because that's how I feel because I have a fucking mind and I speak it. Don't hate me because you can't do the same. Because you're afraid to hurt ppl's feelings....*takes a deep breath*. okay i feel better now. ^-^

backpacking
Want to embrace your wanderlust on the cheap? If you're tall on adventurous spirit, but short on funds, this community can help you plan a trip to anywhere. Offering plentiful tips on how to travel light, you can post about bargain hotels and hostels if you're into urban exploration or discuss camping gear and mosquito netting for the great outdoors. Hitch your backpack, pitch your tent, and carpe diem!

What is the most offensive thing that anyone has ever said to you?

i wish i could...

be stronger than this urge
stop for good
be happy

tell them ENOUGH

**FINAL EDIT Thu Dec 10 02:15:47 UTC 2009**

So there is the final update... Over the past day we have processed around 11 million jobs out of the 12 million that were in queue at that time. Please bear in mind that over this past day, more jobs for notifications are also created. So while the queue has been dropping, we are still not fully caught up at this point, due to backlog and new jobs. We have roughly 3 million jobs still pending that involve the notification system in some manner. We had hoped we could have fully cleared the queue in a day, but unfortunately we can't clear it too quickly, since we need the rest of the site to operate normally. From our current perspective on the amount of jobs that are left in queue, and how many it has processed thus far, we believe it will take around another 8 - 12 hours to process everything.

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My mom died, and I promised her I wouldn't cut anymore. But I want to, so fucking bad....It's like an addiction. I crave the stinging burning...Fuck I want it so bad...It's like a drug...I just found out my friend cuts, and I'm afraid to ask to see his scars, because I know it will make me want it more...I'm a true cutter...and I really don't care...I just want to bleed again.

freeskiers
While some of us long to escape the cold, dark stretch of winter for hot tropical beaches, for others, there's nothing quite like whoooooshing down those shimmering sugar alps. If you're fond of freestyle skiing, get ready to slide down the slippery slopes in good company. This passionate, international community shares travel/gear tips, anecdotes, photos, and videos for those who can't get enough of the sweet stuff.

seasonal_icons
Need some extra twinkle to decorate your place? Check out these dazzling holiday-themed icons. If you're an artist, you can post your own creations, provided you abide by the simple rules (which is to say, all cheer and no politicking). Be sure to comment and give credit if you wish to borrow a little spirit (no direct links, please). If you're feeling a touch of humbug this season, this is an instant shot of festivity.

handmade_gifts
High on creativity, but low on cash? You'll find tons of brilliant suggestions for do-it-yourself crafts sure to please everyone on your holiday gift list. Offering detailed instructions, photos, budgets, timelines, and active support, you'll soon turn spare remnants of fabric and time into cherished keepsakes. Be sure to search entries and read user guidelines before you post for help!

I know i have no room to talk. but I feel so betrayed. I thought i meant something. I thought.. i was worth waiting for..My heart won't stop pounding. I hate this. How can someone have such an effect on your emotions? the blood is dripping down my wrist but i won't stop typing because this is all i have left. Because this is the only thing keeping me sane because if i stop typing I'll grab a hold of the razor again and i've done enough damage... I think I might faint. Or maybe just puke. I jsut can't believe it...I guess i should have known. I hope she's fucking worth it.....FML.